For your narcissistic ego....

 Punch in the face real hard, let the nose bleed, tell sorry cause it must be hurting real bad, when they say thats fine,kick one more time, cause they truly deserve it this time, but please don't be foolish to expect them to believe  that you are concerned.

And in case they return you  back your first kick for the first time itself....Go find one more dumb ass to bully and satisfy your narcissistic ego. 

Finding Fluffy ...to be continued..

18 hours, since I started looking out for Fluffy .......and all I have succeeded in doing is, having fluffy and all the memories associated with him replay again and again in my head.


This is seriously the worst of my worst nightmares coming true. And I really hope it is a nightmare that comes with a definite end point. There is no way that I have pictured a day without Fluffy and would never be able to.


It was love at first sight when I first saw him, hanging in a corner at the greet well store, in Hyderabad. And instantly I made sruthi akka gift me and named it Fluffy, though it was no where close to being fluffy. Sruthi akka was leaving for U.S.A and Fluffy was supposed to be a souvenir.


It was not long before I knew how crazily,easily and madly I could fell in love. It wasn't a thing to me anymore but something that I couldn't describe in words. Best friend, lucky charm, a part of me, something that could make dreams come true, a silent companion in distress, a positive energy emitter, my happiness catcher......Fluffy was everything I ever wanted and needed. When I looked at him, I could feel his eyes talking to me exactly the words I need to hear. A pleasant smile on his face 24/7 that only I could understand. Fluffy always gave me a touch of comfort that filled me with a feeling of hope in my times of distress.


 All my happy moments were made happier with fluffy's presence. He was a source of good luck and courage during all my hard times. 

There were days and nights when Fluffy was beside me 24/7...but then I realized Fluffy gotta be kept safe and  made sure it was in a secure place from where I could take him, when I needed. But never did a day or night go by where I was unsure of his whereabouts. I lost him once for 10 mins and since then I have been extra cautious..but I do not understand why the hell I was so careless last night and misplaced him...I know I am not gonna lose Fluffy..but I hate this feeling of crap in my head...


Looking at fluffy reminds me of all the happy moments I cherish and all the bad times I survived.....and the list of my dreams,that I promised Fluffy that I would make them true for me and him.


What's the point of me staying in U.S.A with out Fluffy? Without Fluffy in the pictures of my graduation day? What is the need for me to visit Niagara falls or Pittsburgh or Antarctica without Fluffy? The thought that I can't give Fluffy to Teja irks me more...

 I seriously need Fluffy right now, cause what I am going through would only make sense to Fluffy ....

I love you loads Fluffy..be back soooon....please!

Time Changes Everything!

Song of the day!

Time Changes Everything is a song from the movie 'Blazing the western trial', released in the year 1945.Words & music by Tommy Duncan.

There Was a time When I Thought of no other
and we sang our own loves refrain
And our hearts beat as one as we had our fun
but Time Chan-ges EveryThing

And When you left me my poor heart was broken
Our romance seemed all in vain
The dark clouds are gone and there's blue skies again
Yes Time Changes Everything

The time has passed and I have forgotten you
Mother Nature does wonderful things
I guess it is true for me and for you
Cause Time Changes Everything

Oh you can change the name of an old song
Rearrange it and make it swing
I thought nothing could stop me from loving you
But time changes everything

So good luck to you and may God bless you
I can't say we won't love again
You have gone your way and I'll go mine
Cause Time changes everything

*****

I ended up watching this song while trying to find some random quote on how 'time changes everything' and found it catchy and worthy for reasons many.

--> The song is 65 years old and that satisfies my strange fascination for anything old and forgotten.

--> The music is soothing and the lyrics simple, truthful and makes your grey cells relax a bit if not think a bit.

--> Is it not an idea unheard to go and tell your ex that you got over them for good and that too with music and a smile. 

--> Blah blah blah...I am basically jobless and that is one of the main reason for this post.

Neverthless I love this song for now. 

And now, if you like me ( take a day off from work, let the video buffer) listen to this song once or thrice and do tell me you like it or hate me for wasting your time .